"Its all about compromising." Every single time I hear this I just want to scream. Life is not about compromise. When you compromise, you are putting your happiness second in line. Growing up I was always taught that I needed to first and foremost be happy. Then life would be good. Compromise does not make people happy. Getting what makes them happy, makes them happy. Compromise is not the key to a good relationship, happiness is. When you're happy, fighting doesn't happen as often. When you're happy, the little things don't drive you as crazy. When you're happy, compromise is not an issue. When you're happy, everyone else gets a little happier too. Remember that when you put me in a bad mood. Freaking out is not the solution. And neither is calling me names or telling me I treat you like crap. Those make EVERYTHING worse. You are so stupid sometimes. And othertimes, I can't imagine a bad second with you. You are the complete polar opposite of yourself. You are day, and you are night. You are broccoli, and you are chocolate cake. You drive me to insanity, and you make me fall in love with you. I don't know how you do it so well. It's a miracle I haven't drove you off yet, seeing as you think I drive away the rest of the world with my awfulness. Ya know, sometimes, you just say the Wrong thing. Actually, its not sometimes, its every time we fight. Which now-a-days seems to be alot more. But when you trusted me (for that week, yeah that lasted long) we didnt fight. Did you notice that? I did, and so did everyone around me. But you're too hard headed to realize that most of our fights stem off of your constant "you're not talking to anyone right??!?!" and "You're alone RIGHT?!?!" questioning. They say the 6 month mark is hard, but it seems like we've been together forever, so this should not be an issue for us. PLEASE let us get over it soon....
He loves me, He loves me not.
I love you < 3
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