spare a dime.

I want to be somewhere warm and sunny. Somewhere far far from here. Somewhere where Monday mornings consist of breakfast in my underwear and shared showers. I want to be there with you. I want to run far away. Sweep me off my feet and kidnap me until we get there. I need a permanent vacation, and every second with you is one. I want to bask in the sun and live in your light. I want to see palm trees and blue skies from my second story balcony window. I want to walk to the ocean and feel the sand between my toes and the saltwater on my face. I want to hold your hand and walk down the boardwalk as the sun sets in front of us. I want to be there with you. I want your soft lips on my cheek and your hand in my pocket as we stand and watch the stars come out, not a care in the world. I want to take a swim beneath the stars, just me and the ocean. I want to love my life for once. I want to be exactly where i belong. I belong in your arms in the sun. I belong on the back of your Harley with the sun on my face and the wind in my hair. I belong on a sunny beach in paradise. I belong in a beautiful kitchen, with a mess of flour and the smell of baked goods. I belong on your lap in the sand giggling and playing without worry of tomorrow. I belong somewhere. I may not belong where I am now. But it's not permanent. I'm not here for much longer, and I am pleased to say that I'm ready for the change. I'm ready to go into the world a strong, prepared, and independent person. I'm ready to change my face into a grin. I'm ready for the rest of my life to begin. Change my world, and I'll change your life. <3 I want you there with me. I hope you realize the extent of that. I want you and me, together, for the longhall. You are something else. You've changed my world, flipped it backwards and upside down like no one ever could, and suddenly everything makes so much more sense. I understand now why I had to have my heart broken so many times before, because if it wasn't for that, I would have never found you. I used to think change was a bad, scary thing. Now I realized that my life changed so I could meet you. My life changed for the better.